free write 2

What I do in my free time is hard to describe because I have so much free time.  Recently I have been doing homework, studying, going to the gym, and trying to meet new people.  What I do at school and what I do at home in my free time are a lot different.  At home i live close to the shore where I can do my favorite hobby which is surfing, I also love to fish. Fishing sounds boring but it really isn’t.  The thrill and adrenaline rush you get when you feel the fish grab the hook and start running with it is crazy.  Fighting with it for as long as it takes just to throw it back into the lake.  Sounds pretty lame to someone not interested in the outdoors but I have found a love for it.  The best thing to do in my free time is hang out with all of the people I love.  Being around friends and family having a good time is awesome. You get to say whatever you want and I always find my self laughing.  Speaking of laughing is that not the greatest thing in the world. Honestly it feels so good to be happy and see and see something funny.  Laughing when you are getting tickled however sucks.  Then that turns laughing into torture.  How could laughing be torture though if it’s such a great feeling?  I never really thought of that but now that I did it really doesn’t make sense.  What makes me happy is making other people happy.  Well Especially my parents.  As long as I keep my shit together I guess that means I’m doing well.  I’m happy when successful, but I’m only successful when I dedicate my time to studying and working hard which doesn’t make me happy. Is that how it works?  You have to make yourself unhappy in order to be happy in the end.